i don't consider myself a particularly neurotic person (i guess there will never be a leading female sitcom character based on me!) . . until i have to do something that requires a fair to moderate level of commitment. meaning that i operate on a low-anxiety level until i have to do something like a) buy a car; b) sign a lease on an apartment; c) meet with an attorney about what to do about my house in FL that will never ever sell and will always be a PAIN IN THE ASS; etc. you know, major life decision type things.
just this week, i happen to be engaging in 3 of these kinds of activities and it's a bit much for me to handle. logistics, man! how will it work?! what if it doesn't work?! i had a full-on nightmare last night. like i woke up heaving and panting and str8 up scared. i had to turn the light on and and try to think happy thoughts.
deep breaths. so here is a reminder to myself and anyone else who might be having an anxious day/week/month to just let yer durn hair down and not worry so much. it will work out. i mean, it WILL, right?
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